part III.

you may ask yourselves what changed my style of posting or let's say: what changed my mind about the elite. it's not like something bad happened or some bad experience made me think so.
no, not at all. these posts have nothing to do with hate or anger.
in the beginning i told you, that this blog was a blog from the elite for the elite. it still absolutely is.
i don't like to call myself a part of the elite, but i have to admit, that i know the life and the circumstances behind it, because i was "born" into it, too. and i'm not proud of it. not at all. why being proud of being born into a rich and superficial society? why being proud of finding it so hard to find a true - i mean a really true - friend his whole life? for all those people who admire us, who want to be part of it: you have no reason. really. be grateful for what you have and concentrate on your lives and your beloved ones. this blog was never made for you as i said.
this blog is for those, who are unhappy although they have everything.
for those who are mostly concentrating on their careers, parties, bodies and images, because they see no more the true esthetics and the true beauty of life. don't be ignorant, don't fool yourselves. it is not that hard to open up your heart and let the good things in, which are not money, nor vanity, nor power!
this blog is for those, who are traveling the world, because they can easier open up and show a bit more of their true and beautiful insides in another place or another city. try to keep your heart open, when you come back to your hometown instead of falling into the old habits. life is an eternal development of personality and mind.
this blog is for those, who are reading this on the sly and would never admit it.
and for those, who are not just stupid elite kiddos, but real and interesting personalities. stand for yourselves and be proud of things, that have nothing to do with the money of your parents. be proud of your skills, be proud of your attitudes, be proud of your thoughts and acts.
i see hope, because i see broken people, who are trying to figure out life, who are trying to find their sense, their place in life. and this process is something, that everyone has to overcome. maybe we are still searching with 40 years, but it doesn't matter as long as we are searching and not fooling ourselves, that we already are finished personalities, because believe me, we are not! so overcome your proud and look for the truth.
the truth behind the elite.


yours truly,
gossipgirl